We just made a new song about being crazy and feeling alone.
I love making new songs, it gives me a sense of accomplishment and connects me with people. I guess it makes me feel like my life has some kind of meaning when I create something cool. I’ll be gone one day, we all will, and maybe it makes it feel like it was a worthwhile experience when we make something. We can make a song, a baby, a house, something that tells the world we were once here. Maybe in the end it doesn’t matter. Maybe HVAC installations for people tell them I care, especially in the summer when their climate control system breaks down in the sweltering heat. I am 55 now and who knows how much time I have left, and I feel like I really haven’t accomplished much in my life compared to all of my friends. I’m just an HVAC repairman doing HVAC system repairs and things like that, along with some music that I play in the streets. I feel like I should have started playing music a long time ago, but no, I had to go to college and try to become an engineer, which was not a good choice for me. I should have just done heating and cooling system installs while practicing music on the side. I probably could be a big famous musician by now if I began a long time ago, but I guess it is too late now. But then again, working at the heating dealership is kind of fun!