I’ve learned some things about myself after being on my own for the past year and a half.
I’ve learned that I have some fears that keep me from getting close to others and maybe that is why I keep losing my lovers.
I have for sure learned more about my downsides and what I need to work on after being on my own. I’ve learned that meditation is necessary for an impatient person like me and that it would help me in my next relationship, if there is another one. At 56 years old though, and toiling the HVAC supplier on my own each week, I don’t meet so many girls like I did when I was young in the clubs. At 25 years old you assume there will be an endless line of girls waiting for you, but that line shrinks more and more each year as you get older. So now, with the advice of my heating tech buddy, I am learning to be a kinder and more patient HVAC tech at work and also at home. I still have a lot to learn but hopefully one morning some woman will walk into my life and put up with all of my shortcomings. Maybe she will walk in the HVAC supplier one morning looking for a heat pump or something, or maybe she will never walk in and I will be alone the rest of my life. I know time will tell, but I am trying to be a gentler and kinder person in the meantime. I wish you all the fortune in the world.